Iz okay.
我仍会站立在你身旁，守护着你。

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I don't think we make as much effort to understand one another as we used to.

I think I've grown pretty used to making comparisons with others that I do it all the time now; even if you don't.

I've always said I wasn't a very nice person because I know I'm not.

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I'm not fitting in very well to this.
It's only the beginning of the year, and I'm already feeling as if I'm taking tumultuous twists and turns.
More often than not, I've broken down due to reasons that were entirely uncalled for.

I know my mom is trying her best to support me in this, but I wish, I just had some of that extra bit of something else.
Keeping in mind that wishes barely come true, I wouldn't hope for something that far-fetched as of now.

I've yet to revise for my Chemistry test later on, but my brain isn't really functioning. I have a feeling I'm not going to make it for this test, but I'm not even responding accordingly.

Fuck this; why wasn't I born to be more adept and hardy?